This is for me. And the ass hole that left me. I am ready to change! I am doing this now. I look at myself and I H.A.T.E what I see. I like this new guy now but I look at mysef and I hate it! So I want to show him me! this SUMMER the summer of 2012 is going to be awesome! to day is Wednesday,16,2011 I am going to do this for the whole school year! I am going to work hard! and I am going to eat less. Lets do this together! I am looking to loose 40-50 pounds! And I believe I can do this! Today i weigh 154 pounds, I am 13 years old. I can't wait to be abel to do this. I can't just wish anymore. I can only do! I can't wait to see the future and wait that long because this is today and it sucks I am doing this for ME! I am doing it for that Girly curvy body that every boy craves! so here we go! 216 days, 21 hours remain till Summer... I have that long to loose 40-50 pounds! Lets do this! This is my time to shine! This is my thinseration! and I AM ready to do this! WOOWHO! Okay so this is what I am going to do for jim class I am trying my hardest! at home every day! I am going to do 100 sit up's! (I PROMES) and maybe like 20-30 pushups... and other stuff too. I will document what I eat on here.. (AKA my "Project Perfect" blog on tumblr) and if you guy would like to show me your support that would be AMAZING! thank you all! and maybe evan after... summer I will keep bloging on this blog telling you to never give up! But like is a long time ahed of us! Okay I'm going to work out now loves yeah!